Ditemani hujan, pikiran dan perasaan ku dibawa terbang kembali ke bulan itu,
Memang sekarang bukan bulan September, tetapi sebuah lagu jauh membawaku kembali ke bulan itu ..
Ketika aku tidak merasakan kegalauan sama sekali.
Seakan sepi tidak pernah ada dalam kamus kehidupan.
Hidup dipenuhi oleh 2 cinta yang selalu menjadi bagian hidupku, disamping cinta oleh keluarga tentunya.
Memang kala itu cinta berada di persimpangan, diantara yang lalu dan yang sedang dijalani.
Dua-duanya berarti .. dua-duanya menjadi cinta tersendiri.
Ahh .. andai boleh meminta kepada sang pencipta waktu,
Aku pasti akan meminta seluruh hidupku diletakkan pada bulan September kala itu ..
Sehingga tidak ada waktu yang berganti ..
Tidak ada cinta yang pergi ..
I dare to let anything about this feeling gone just for give me back the old our friendship ..
This feel is coming step by step ..
Moment by moment we go through after these 3 years.
Just because You were very nice person for me at that moments, then now i brave to declare that i have this feeling for you. That i didn’t give you before ..
It coming through a simply process by our comrade zone.
And i know You were man that always beside me when i was needed friend to had some conversation.
A man who always called me ‘cantik’, or ‘Tuan Puteri’.
A man who always pleasure took me to anywhere i want,
A man who read me a fairytale to spent the night.
A man who kissed me and huged me so deep.
You are a man who always acompanied me had a chit chat ‘til the morning came just because i feel ‘cried’ that time.
It doesn’t show at your speak.
It doesn’t show at your text.
But i know You show me from your act, your eyes tell me that you do still having these feelings, from a years a go, ‘til the point you become different ..
I feel the difference now ..
When i see no efforts clearly in you.
When my feeling more grows up in you
When every person says they love their beloved person, then there is an effort to be always in touch with them.
for always be right them ..
But I just don’t see that effort to me.
I miss the old you ..
I miss our friendship ..
So, i swear to God, I dare to let anything about these feelings gone, just to bringing our friendship back,
and trying to forget anything happened with Us ..
Including our love ..